Wow.....I really wonder what kept me away for so long.....but WOW...I really wonder MORE about what is it that has kicked me hard to be back here once again....or perhaps you would have known if you could look at me at this moment..
Its amazing how time(read moments) just escapes the grip of your hand like those tiny mustard seeds, that we wish we could hold on tightly forever. We've tried as long as I can remember yet the mind is never really prepared to look at an empty palm of your hand.....But Why?? What is the fear here?? I think the question we are toying with is....What is it you gonna be left with, once everything fizzles out....
One over-riding conviction that has settled into my thinning and greying hair[its surprising how quickly it is happening ;) ] lately is that more and more we let ourselves get enveloped by the FEAR ....fear of WHYs WHATs HOWs WHENs ....the faster we are gonna loose what we can conserve while it is still with us.
As time is running ahead[I hate saying it's running by], I can't help but rejoice at the bountiful experience it is sharing with me.....and thats when I constantly feel that it would be a waste to worry about what will happen next. If this moment is gonna be spent is contemplating what will the next moment usher in, we will be rushing too fast into the future. As if we will be sitting on a mound of those mustard seeds very briefly before our large bums hit the hard floor....Ouch :)
Just live this moment before it runs out because it might be a very long wait before another such moment comes your way.....or perhaps this one is the first one and the last one. So why should we just let this pass, without living it fully and by fully I mean a consciously & fully aware here.
LIVE UP GUYS!!
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